Your Advice

I can't stop thinking about it Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting I know that it just ain't right But I'm tryna take your advice But that's how I feel it It's just how I feel it How I feel it It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah And I try so hard just to redirect Sanity cleanse, wanna keep my head Override every thought arising I can't deny them, see more horizon I saw the light but I'm torn inside So I stay right here and it's awful, time Will just pass, I guess Do my thing cuz I can't, forget I'll be back in my right mind soon And I'll write my tunes Shoot for the sky and I'll shine bright too Rewrite every scene replayed in my head Til I maybe find my truth And I know that it just ain't right but still I try take your advice and chill Times they were good, fixate on the bad But they weren't even that So the fight is real, cuz I can't stop thinking about it Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting I know that it just ain't right But I'm tryna take your advice But that's how I feel it It's just how I feel it How I feel it It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah That's just how I feel it Running through my memory And coming up with meaning Anything that happened that I didn't get Waiting for my rationality to come and interject Decode, analysing every single second And I reckon that it's never getting better And I'm falling down a rabbit hole Once I hit the bottom, never get up And I think the way down Fried up all of my antennas Now I'm tuning out of anything that ever gave me pleasure And I turn into a wreck Going to my worst from my best Looking for the cause to my suffering But when I look back, nothing did So it's all in my head No energy, a chore to accept F*ck that, crawl outta bed Head kept high, stand tall and ascend Even if I can't stop thinking about it Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting I know that it just ain't right But I'm tryna take your advice But that's how I feel it It's just how I feel it How I feel it It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah It's the next day… In a really weird headspace… Ah I've said that already My heart's kinda heavy and my mind's all twisted Social events got me tired and limping Went hard with the bevys So my body could be better And the vibe was sick but the final bits Got me wishing I could just rewind and witness Some parts again and restart, attempt Another laugh and session even though I know it's peak But I can't pretend, that I really don't think I'm not the only one who's really living in the past My friends probably moved on Scared they'll start forgetting Kinda unlikely yet All of that time I spent That's no more life I'll get, but I can't stop thinking about it Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting I know that it just ain't right But I'm tryna take your advice But that's how I feel it It's just how I feel it How I feel it It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah