Separate Ways

I'm so isolated This feeling I hate it Emotions complicate it Is love overrated, I'm telling you I feel like I'm dyin' I'm marooned on an island Now I'm alone all the time and, yeah I could've sworn you were the diamond I was looking for Been struggling with my sobriety I've been fighting demons that's inside of me Holding up the weight of my anxiety Trying to fit in with society It's a small world, but everything's a big deal I act like a child sometimes, pull up on that big wheel The world toys with me, call me a kids meal It's a small world, but it's a big deal Why you turn your back on me, I was doing my best You make me afraid to put my heart on my chest again Got me going into cardiac arrest You got me second guessing that I was blessed I'm done with you, done with you I don't miss you; I won't talk to you No, I don't really care if we never talk And we go our separate ways forever Thought we'd be forever in love But love isn't ever enough these days Thought you were a diamond in the rough It's fucked up that you'd throw away love No, there is no excuse; you made me feel used Now you got me paranoid Don't know if I can trust again; your love was just pretend And you won't face the noise Why you turn your back on me, I was doing my best You make me afraid to put my heart on my chest again Got me going into cardiac arrest You got me second guessing that I was blessed I'm done with you, done with you I don't miss you; I won't talk to you No, I don't really care if we never talk And we go our separate ways, and we go our separate ways Now you got me stuck with my thoughts Thinking should I kill myself or not Sittin' in my car smoking cigarettes I don't really know if I'm fine just yet And I know that you know What you did wasn't okay How much can I take? Life is full of heartbreak Why you turn your back on me, I was doing my best You make me afraid to put my heart on my chest again Got me going into cardiac arrest You got me second guessing that I was blessed I'm done with you, done with you I don't miss you; I won't talk to you No, I don't really care if we never talk And we go our separate ways forever