What Have I Done?

What have I done? What have I, what have I, what have I done? What have I done? What have I, what have I, what have I Sometimes I get a little bit confused Sometimes I feel like I been gettin' used Sometimes I think back to when I was abused Sometimes I look in the mirror like what's the use Music is deafening; and Hell's gates are beckoning I don't know what's on the other side, but I'm guessin' Might be worth it. I been feeling worthless my whole life I don't really know if I deserve this I don't know what my purpose on this fuckin' Earth is I can keep talking about it but I'll never scratch the service You'll never fully understand what I've undergone If I disappear I just want you to carry on I'm being honest with you; we had a lot of issues I'm sorry for it all. I really miss you but Hey, it's okay. What else can I really say? I'm in love and you ain't, and my heartbeat is faint What have I done? What have I, what have I, what have I done? What have I done? What have I, what have I, what have I