Banting

I'm skinny, I'm scared and I'm weak I tried to smile but, it just hurts my cheeks My bones show through my skin Everyone lies to me saying, that I will win But I can't hold on forever Heaven says I can, come whenever I want to just, be ok I want to be a kid, run, have fun and, play I want to lie down in the grass Living my life and it won't feel fast I want to eat cake, and try out for the teams Feel the feeling of, feeling free But I can't, I am stuck Waiting for heaven to bring me up I can't, I am stuck Waiting for heaven to, bring me up I see you, I will try Try to help you, I will try, to keep you alive I want to lie down in the grass (I see you, I will try) Living my life and it won't feel fast (Try to help, I will keep you alive) I want to eat cake, and try out for the teams (I see you, I will try) Feel the feeling of, feeling free (Try to help, I will keep you alive) But I can't I am stuck Waiting for heaven to, bring me up I need to try I have to try