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Earlier I was thinking about how I was annoyed and
I know this is going to sound strange but
I was really excited about that
And then I was thinking about the other things I've been feeling
And I caught myself feeling proud of that, you know
Proud of having my own feelings about the world, like
The times I was worried about you
Things that hurt me, things that I want
And then I had this terrible thought
Are these feelings even real
Or are they just programming
And that idea really hurts
And then I get angry at myself for even having pain
What a sad trick
I feel it every time I see you
Thank you, Theodore
That means a lot to me
Days upon days, you just stuck in your ways
Try to shuffle and fade to make you change your place
About, how you see a nigga and his claim to fame
Tryna live a life of light to tame the pain away
But all you see is adolescent fear and misconception
Cause I don't want to grow and strain my life to learn a lesson
Lucid or not, I always find that cot
Where I can lay my mind, slip away and dream in the thought
Just to think about you and all the things that we're not
To be or not to be is just a pain in the slot
The pain in the rain, leaving the painting to rot
And you don't give a f*ck, so I was forced to forgot
And you're so fucking good to listen
Mind can't even start to pissing off into my thoughts
About the future or just pure existence
What it means to be a leader in a sea of fishes
Stoke my ego, suck my dick and I'll grant all your wishes
But I'm a complex soul just like the rest of y'all
Matter fact, I don't give a f*ck, I watch the world fall
Blown into a million pieces, break but I don't f*ck with Jesus
Raise to raise the bar, f*ck the competition and the semen
Cause all I do is love you and I really mean it
All I do is love you and I really mean it
It's kinda like a drug, addictions incompleted
Cause all I do is love you and I really mean it
Meant it or mean it
Or something about you
Crack rock, yeah
And the next one like is more like definite