crooked smile

I feel smoke in my lungs So why do I still feel numb How am I supposed to feel alive When I don't feel anything inside I cannot keep hiding my feelings behind a crooked smile It's breaking me It's breaking me to pieces I'm breaking me I'm breaking I'm breaking me to pieces I take another hit How do you say the words when they turn to smoke When they leave my lips It's breaking me It's breaking me to pieces I'm breaking me I'm breaking me I'm breaking me to pieces