Drifted

I've come so far, but I don't feel close The view from here still feels unknown Standing on the shoulders of my mother who gave me her all Yet I feel unworthy, like I've done nothing at all Some nights, I sit with the weight of it all Blessed beyond measure, but still feel so small Built on her prayers, yet lost in my doubt Lord, if You hear me, please pull me out God I drifted, I let the silence swell Now I whisper Your name.... do You know me still Could Your light cut through the echoes of doubt Would Your voice rise above the noise and pull me out I am unmoored... can I still be found My love drifts, no compass in sight Every road feels uncertain, every turn don't feel right I've chased what I wanted, but wanted too much Now I'm searching, but don't know what for Some nights, I sit with the weight of it all Blessed beyond measure, but still feel so small Built on her prayers, yet lost in my doubt Lord, if You hear me, please pull me out God I drifted, I let the silence swell, Now I whisper Your name.... do You know me still Could Your light cut through the echoes of doubt Would Your voice rise above the noise and pull me out I am unmoored... can I still be found I've come to accept the limits of my power I've come to see I can't walk this road alone this time Ready to yield, to a guiding hand, I'll hold tight If You hear me now, would You show me the light God I drifted, I let the silence swell Now I whisper Your name.... do You know me still Could Your light cut through the echoes of doubt Would Your voice rise above the noise and pull me out I am unmoored... can I still be found Been running, been chasing, been breaking my back Maybe all I needed was to turn right back