PseudoHim

Like a swarm It's eating me alive Paranoid delusions Burning like fire It's getting kinda warm And it's killing me inside The man I've become My life is a lie And what do I do? Hit the panic button now! I'm about to loose my shit Cause the noise is to loud! Oh my god And I think they know The panic in my breath Is starting to show Take a look in the mirror You hate yourself See all you are No matter what you kill Punch that glass And get it in your hand Let the blood flow out So now you understand You are only a human Fragile and weak Let the anger seethe out As you bleed This is you! You are nothing but pain! Let the tears out Fall like rain Sometimes you have to take The worst kind of pain To change you the way I want you to Like a glorious myth I rise above the love To gaze upon hate Deep in my soul! Stained with blood! From the dead My hands crack through dirt To gaze upon life As the dark! Covers the light! Beams of light Start to burn my eyes It's all a lie Who am I? Who am I? Like a sinner I'm at it again I'll never win I want to die! I want to die! And now I think I'm going to cry I went too far and I saw it all And now I wish I was blind I gazed too far and now I fall And POW! It's in my face I can't ignore it any longer This is love and hate Like a cyclone of fear It rips through me Leaving me bled Set me free! Set me free! I'm left here Just me and myself And I can't stand it This is hell! This is hell! I could love but Hate seems so nice Can't tell the difference On this night! Evolve through strife! And now I think I'm going to die I went too far and I saw it all And now I wish I was fine I gazed too far and now I fall And POW! It's in my face I can't ignore it any longer Through strife we become stronger! And from the grave I reach out my hands So you may pull me out I'm okay! I'm okay! Those beams of light Start to show me why It's not a lie The sweet i! The sweet i! And like a sinner I'm at it again I don't need to win That's alright! That's alright! Now I sit On this wall Between these sides I see it all Now that you Show your colors I will abide I have the power To be extreme Is to be love To hedge your bets for up above To be extreme Is to be hate To get lost in your own irony