Crying in the Sunshine (feat. Jak the Act, Reese Soul, Imp & Matty D)

Woke up in a Great Depression, phase two In a steep progression, that's cool Imma keep on rollin with the punches And my hunches nobody got a clue What they gonna do In a week, in a month, in a year, in a lifetime Days in a haze feelin' lost in the timeline Lookin' at the ash and the peace tryna find mine All the shows got canceled TV signal comin' in scrambled Look at the pics on the mantle And time slips quick like the wax off a candle I passed out with the lights on Up all night long, tryna be an icon But talk is cheap Jak the Act, fade to black, and it's back to sleep, yo Tryna move forward, but you're in my path History repeats itself how long it last They be lyin' to the masses All this stress I feel be taxin' I can't get a break, yeah Ooh, feels really weird cryin' in the sunshine Life been laughin' at me I'm lookin' for the punchline I wanna laugh too, sumthin' different for the one time Ooh, tryna be here for a good and a long time I've got anxiety and anger issues, my apologies for acrimony Roam the corridors of my mind, it's hard to see past the lonely Nature that I've got, poppa called me his n*gger boy and whipped me Like any sentry, ditched me on the side of the road Cold, homeless as a teenager, told to find the creator But no church would accept me as I am, told "peace, see ya later" Pickpocket for the wallet for grub 'cause these strangers Don't believe in handouts, prepared to bomb out, peace makers Why? 'Cause I be bent sometimes lookin' for a clear mind Speak 'cause why lie, I need a beer, kind You'd spend it the same, I'll kiss a bottle for proof And I can keep it the same cuz I am not in the mood Childhood traumas of the blood if that gets you the vision Irony drawn, the spawn has issues with image Self care habits lack prestige, panic attack, insanity Began to creep, I'm clocking out dog, I'm going back to sleep Tryna move forward, but you're in my path History repeats itself how long it last They be lyin' to the masses All this stress I feel be taxin' I can't get a break, yeah