Time Capsule

Never buried a time capsule I never knew if I would make it there Getting rich and dying broke two of my greatest fears Stressing just to stay present some days I hate it here I know exactly who I am, and I made it clear so All the criticisms is null and void Whole squadron was some jobbers left them unemployed They left me unimpressed the strategies that I deploy You could never hope to find in a book All the dirt I that I dun did could never write in a hook Let my knight kill ya rook, I make chess moves y'all chest caved in cas ya lacking heart I'm blackin out with minimal regard for surrounding artists I'm black but I'm never mild or mellow But I'm calmer than the eye of the storm cell Ya soul to the highest buyer this is not show and tell Somebody bout me and I'm sure that they'll know as well I'm taking all these blows but I swear that I won't sell I been out my body, damn near out my mind I can't find nobody, running out of time Checking my deposit, nickels barely dimes Some body please remind me, what I'm tryna find Muddled thoughts craving some clarity Where I'm at and where I wanna be no solidarity Heavy burdens on my back wearing them wearily Needing more to my life than a bigger salary Growing more aware of my mortality Living life so casually kinda embarrassing Needing affirmations, but you can spare all the flattery I don't got the faculties for all your fallacies I got the world on my phallus I deserve it Freedom from it all making me nervous 'cause it's something that I never once heard of Mental penitentiaries left me winded and wounded I thought that I was dancing in the circus Spark the synapses and all the circuits Just so I can conjure up a plan to make it worth it And so you never have to question what my words meant (And so you never have to question what my words meant) I been out my body, damn near out my mind I can't find nobody, running out of time Checking my deposit, nickels barely dimes Some body please remind me, what I'm tryna find