PTSD

I loss my car, my crib, my job all in the same year I loss my fam, myself, and my mind all in that same year Everybody kicked me while I was down them niggas ain't playin fair Now I tell all them niggas kick rocks til my diamonds plain clear Now I got PTSD so I don't trust a nigga I got PTSD so I just clutch the trigger I got PTSD from they disloyalty I got PTSD cause they went to war on me Uhh, I rather keep one in the head Before I catch one in the head Cause I know a nigga caught one in the head But his brain like he don't got one in his head Just keep in the head might keep you alive to them niggas that wanted you dead Cause none of them niggas aint here Uhh, I don't need the love, I'd rather have loyalty My homie just couldn't say no to them drugs I thought I meant more to eem I'm try'n think who was there from the start nobody supported me The girl I gave all of my love jumped ship she wasn't on board with me I guess she got sea sick Wasn't strong was on weak shit I sat and I peeped shit Aint no hard feelings just defense It was all out of wack from the start shit we had no sequence I was hurt like so many nights I never got sleep shit Man I damn near turned to an alchy That shit got bad for my health Besides a fifth of that henny, an auto, a semi All I had was myself I put my back against the wall as far as my heart man that shit on the shelf And I got a MAC in my draws as far as my sig man that shit on my belt Now I got PTSD so I don't trust a nigga I got PTSD so I just clutch the trigger I got PTSD from they disloyalty I got PTSD cause they went to war on me