meltdowns in public

Copper on the tip of my Tongue I finally lost it and I run To tell you Dragging my body along I'm finally losing it I can't wait To tell youuu Losing teeth losing sleep losing everything but myself and I hate me the most no I don't I love me so it goes in a loop in my head round my Neck like a rope and I'm dead no I'm living just hoping you'll let me sleep over Later I'll wake up and be fine I can't stand the noise anymore My brain Over explains Mistakes feel like the sky on my shoulders My hands cover my ears in the store Apples and oranges and me on the floor And I'm not being normal I'm holding my breath like it's leaving me too Or maybe I'm down and I want to be purple instead of blue I wanna be somebody new