Is It Real?

Mmm hmm Yeah yeah Mmm hmm Yeah yeah Tell me is it real Uh Yeah Please Tell me is it real Late nights Toss and turn In my bed While I slip Into my head Contemplating How I feel Going through the motions Uh Think of all the things that bring me hope and Got damn Why I feel so hopeless I need to stop coping Been sticking to the smoking But I feel I'm in a buffer state Uh Looking for them better days Yeah And It'll never be the same So I'm tryna get it through my brain Day to day I meditate Gotta acclimate Nigga gotta activate Got no time to waste But I still seem too And I'm getting messages In dreams too Tryna crack the code I'ma see it through Yeah But do I really want to Man it's obvious Tryna understand what my problem is Tryna be a man Swallow pride Let emotions live I just need to open up my heart a bit Uh Running down the street and I'm hollering Dammit what a trip Man it's outta this world Now I'm back like what the f*ck I'm so full of shit Hold up Need a break I just can't Feel like frank Novocain Numb the pain Cause my heart aches Please just pray For me babe and Tell me is it real Uh Yeah Please Tell me is it real Late nights Toss and turn In my bed While I slip Into my head Contemplating How I feel Going through the motions Uh Think of all the things that bring me hope and Got damn Why I feel so hopeless I need to stop coping Been sticking to the smoking But I feel I'm in a buffer state Looking for them better days It'll never be the same And I'm tryna get it through my brain In the gym Getting shape Bout a year ago I was gaining mad weight Tryna let it go I'm so sick of sad days Even so I know you know That I still love you babe and I should have found your love by now And I've been around I been around I should have found my love by now But I Been around I been around Uh yeah This year been moving real different Uh I might fall back but ain't slipping Uh Reigns on the game and I'm gripping Uh Please do not speak on my pimping Don't you know I'm on a mission Uh I feel I'm god sent don't you get it Uh F*ck you mean Nigga I'm wit it Uh yeah I should have found my love by now But I been around I been around I should have found your love by now But I been around I been around