if you want me to

All the love turns to hate I watch as we fade away I close my eyes but I’m still awake I try to run but I can’t escape Burn it down, incinerate Everything we’ve ever made I’m not sure how much more I can take I lie alone where we used to lay But I think you knew You could still come by if you wanted to And we could f*ck all night like we used to do I can tell that you’re missing me too What the hell do you want me to do? I’ll be me, and baby you can be you But I’ll still come love you if you want me to Cigarettes, alcohol 10 more texts and 3 missed calls The writing was right there on the wall I try but you just don’t care at all Winter spring, summer fall Every season, cold and raw Down on my knees you’re making me crawl How’d I get here? It’s hard to recall But you know it’s true That despite everything you put me through All the lies and the fucked up shit you do I can tell that you’re missing me too What the hell do you want me to do? I’ll be me, and baby you can be you But I’ll still come love you if you want me to And honestly it’s hard for me To see you, makes it hard to breathe I wonder if you’ll ever be The way you were inside my dreams Tryna f*ck you right now, I ain’t keeping it clean I’ma leave you piped down, get you out of them jeans All the words from your mouth, I don’t know what they mean Baby can we find out, if it’s still meant to be?