Back Of The Head

This from the back of my head I thought that crackers was bread I thought that summer was spring I called the sofa a bed guess I was lacking some things Thought that blood ran red but things is not what it seems They say that God's still dead how He still save me? I thought the problems was Feds till them niggas robbed me I thought the option was wedding but then them hoes taught me And it was kinda upsetting to know that I'm the only one who got me I'm the only one who got me I'm addicted to this weed it got me feeling like zombie Wanna take it back to when I rockin the Abercrombie 2013 the only thing concerned me Was tryna get a bad bitch all thick and curvy And call myself fallin in love But just to experiment But then I went to follow the drugs Mom wasn't hearing it And clearly I did not give a f*ck No use in fearing it (Oh oh) Then I started learning for myself I had my third eye was opened Everyone lacked empathy so this world still copin Fast forward to seventeen I got my poor heart broken Wore that bitch on my sleeve or had my chest wide open Tellin 'em I know things knowing I was just searchin For a meanin in our bein guess I was outspoken It was more than what we seeing niggas thought I was jokin Heard what Cole and Kendrick was singing and I knew I was chosen From the back of my head I thought that crackers was bread I thought that summer was spring Called that sofa a bed Guess I was lacking some things Thought that blood ran red but things is not what it seems They say that Gods still dead how He still save me I thought the problem was Feds till them niggas robbed me I thought the option was wedding but then them hoes taught me And it was kinda upsetting to know that I'm the only one who got me I used to be a guy who was experiencing the world But now I feel like the world and the Universe experiencing a guy Yeah so when I hit 19 I had it all figured out See I just spread my wings Then they'll all flock around I thought that I knew better Not a shadow of a doubt But really I ain't know shit I just wanted to make it count But niggas wasn't listening My singles wasn't selling I found myself rebellin In trouble somebody help me Too subtle nobody felt me This struggle couldn't be healthy I doubled down and hung around bitches obsessed with selfies Disregarded my LP Lethargically illogical in a crunch like I'm Nestlé I am the son that's prodigal God won't you accept me! I'm under water nautical oxygen level empty Don't wanna be buried 10 feet NO! NO! This from the back of the head I thought that cracker was bread I thought that summer was spring Called that sofa a bed Guess I was lacking some things Thought that blood ran red but things is not what it seems They say that Gods still dead how He still save me I thought the problem was feds till them niggas robbed me I thought the option was wedding but then hoes taught me It was kinda upsetting to know that I'm the only one who got me So This ain't luck adding up Told myself I had enough After niggas was runnin up inside my crib Some said I went out like a bitch But all of em had sticks and it wasn't 1 or 2 or just a few see it was 6 So right now I'm in between homes Mom call me a nomad Young black and confused is it because I grew with no dad It ain't so bad being honest Could be worse yeah bitch I know that Wanna go back like a snap back to '06 cavs with the throwback jersey Maybe back when Aunt Pam lost her life she ain't survive the surgery Feel the weight of pain held deep inside back then it didn't hurt me Is it worth me Going back to change it if I could If I did would it be good but since I can't I take a glance into the future like we should So f*ck that reminiscing If you tryna make a difference Look forward making decisions Don't make the same mistakes that you made Take this for instance Either choose to dig your grave or find a road to pave to go the distance Hope you listen From the back of my head I thought that crackers was bread I thought that summer was spring Called that sofa a bed Guess I was lacking some things Thought that blood ran red but things is not what it seems They say that Gods still dead how He still save me I thought the problem was Feds till them niggas robbed me I thought the option was wedding but then them hoes taught me And it was kinda upsetting to know that I'm the only one who got me