Goodbye

I remember the day in sixth grade When my entire world crashed i sat in a room with tears down my face My therapist told me my mom wasn’t coming back Left a hole in my chest I’m still trying to fill It left me numb They tried to fix it with pills But that shit did nothing It just made me sick Why couldn’t they understand I needed to sit down Cause everything was spinning How could this happen to me? Had my whole life in front of me? There was a moment where I wanted to let go There was a moment where I wanted to let go I don’t know what gave me the strength The strength to keep going But I as looked back at the boy I was I was so broken and I was still holding on to a piece of him It just fucked my relationships up Cause I didn’t know how to love Didn’t know a thing about trust Cause everyone always gave up on me I was used to it I was to used to it I got to used to it So I say goodbye to that boy Boy that I used to be Hope I made him proud of who I’m becoming So I say goodbye that boy that I used to be Cause now I’m free from that pain I felt I know where I’m going So I say goodbye to that boy Boy that I used to be Hope I made him proud of who I’m becoming So I say goodbye that boy that I used to be I'm free I know where I’m going So I say goodbye So I say goodbye So I say goodbye