Wishful Thinking

Yeah man Feeling a lil stuck Swear this love shit Yeah I miss you Damn Yeah lil If I could change the past then that's what I would do Cause it's breaking my heart knowing that I'm losing you Steady battling myself everyday like it's okay Used to smoke all the time just to take the pain away Used to smile in my face and give me all those hugs Girl I swear the kid was happy I was so in love Yeah I'm talking bout love in that early stage Thoughts of better days Yeah the cupcake phase Then one day I had to go and f*ck it up Temptation got the best of me and I lost your trust But in reality, I lost more than that I lost my best friend and now your heart is cracked Thoughts of fucking regrets start to swirl my mind Wishing that I never hurt you because I was blind Wishing that I cherished you more instead of wasting time Wishing that we were back together and that you were mine But I guess in the end you can call this wishful thinking Emotions starting to fade and now I'm steady reaching Talking less every day and now I'm steady pleading Please don't push me away, I know your heart is bleeding Yeah I want you to stay, I'll give you hella reasons At the end of the day, I swear you give me meaning Hope the gold never fades, please take care of jesus Never wanted to sway so I hope you hear this