Just Ranting

You let me bust in you raw You let me bust in you raw I know you don't do that for everybody I know you don't do that for everybody Why your mom still checking in? Why your pops still checking in? Why your cousin still checking in? Why your whole family still checking in? Your mom's telling me that I'm the right one for you My main bitch, I'll push her to the side for you I don't do that for no one else, I don't do that for nobody I don't do that for nobody but you I wasn't even looking for you, but I found you I act different around you Girl, you don't deserve me being honest You don't deserve me, shit, at all You don't deserve me being modest You don't deserve me, at all But for some reason, I'm still stuck on this But for some reason, I'm still stuck My pride is a motherfucker Shit, I'll die for this motherfucker I put her to the side for this motherfucker You put me to the side for this motherfucker? Shit, I lost my pride for this motherfucker I'm willing to die for this motherfucker You put me to the side for this motherfucker? I lost my pride for this motherfucker, And you still trying to hide, motherfucker Just tell me how you really feel before you can't I'm spewing out my heart, spewing out my feelings You still be hiding from how you really feeling and I can't You would rather leave this right where it's at than just communicate and I, I can't Like, you treat me like I'm guaranteed tomorrow You treat me like I'm guaranteed tomorrow I don't like that shit, I don't like that shit How I meet someone that be taking me for granted? How I meet someone that be, How I meet someone that be taking me for granted? How I meet someone that be taking me for How I meet someone that treat me just like I'm average I'll be damned They said I met my match, but I really met my evil twin Like, how I'm going through this same shit again? Opening my heart, got me fucked up Opening my shit for you got me fucked up This shit got me fucked up Pouring out my soul for you, I'm pouring out my soul for you I know my parents wish I'd date you for real Your parents think I trained you for real When in reality I hate you for real, But I cannot escape you for real, I can't escape you for real I don't even think you bad like that, I'm just going out sad like that I mean look at me This shit almost 5 minutes long Shit crazy Yeah, this project is really about to be an open journal for real, Let's get to it