A Letter To You

I get lost up in my feelings Then smoke so much get higher than the ceiling To cope cause I know I done lost the realest But I know she's long gone I wrote this song just hoping that you hear it Know there's tension just hoping I could clear it Baby I just got too busy I was thinking bout forever But I learned that my decisions caused us not to be together And I wish that things were different I know I could treat you better And I wish I could relive it and I wish I could just forget her I was looking through some old things it reminded me of you Looking back on all the old days all the time just me and you In a crowded room still lonely only looking for you Don't know how you still control me never know what to do Wish that I could hold you closely remember how we used to do Still remember when you told me it's forever me and you Can't lie I miss the old me I was only with you Late night when I got lonely wrote this letter for you Still got your picture in my wallet And your number in my phone but I won't call it Been hard to move on cause I keep falling Girl I put my all in I held you down kept it solid You broke me down still regardless You left me here heartless So what do I do When every lil' thing still reminds of you I tried to replace but still blinded by you A smile on my face but my mind is on you I was looking through some old things it reminded me of you Looking back on all the old days all the time just me and you In a crowded room still lonely only looking for you Don't know how you still control me never know what to do Wish that I could hold you closely remember how we used to do Still remember when you told me its forever me and you Can't lie I miss the old me I was only with you Late night when I got lonely wrote this letter for you (I wish that I could just forget her Or maybe we could be together You said this was forever Couldn't make it through the stormy weather Don't you know that diamonds come from pressure I thought this was forever I thought this was forever Baby I thought this was forever)