Wish

I wish I never told you all these fucking lies wish I did what I was supposed to I wish I never wasted all this fuckin time girl I wish I woulda told you Now you sit here with this pain up in your eyes girl You know that I never meant to hurt you I'm regretting all this pain and all these times That you cried over things we coulda worked through Please don't take it personal I been off the percs you know Tryna feel the pain but it never really works you know Think I need to let it go You were so incredible Never thought I'd see the day that someone else was next to you Got me stuck awake all these voices in my head Thumbing through the page of the things i never said And I know you awake why you leave my shit on read I bet I could find you up in someone else's bed Girl you got me tossing turning And you broke my heart its hurting Said you need some space I know that means this thing ain't never working Caught you with another person Had him in the closet lurking Got me in the studio I'm in my bag I bought a Birkin I wish I never told you all these fucking lies wish I did what I was supposed to I wish I never wasted all this fuckin time girl I wish I woulda told you Now you sit here with this pain up in your eyes girl You know that I never meant to hurt you I'm regretting all this pain and all these times That you cried over things we coulda worked through Its been to long long Think I'm boutta drown in this patron tron Feelings that you had for me they're gone gone Thinking bout this other person Always told me we were certain Tellin him another version You told me get comfortable I aint even notice you You smile up in my face laugh behind my back so I cant f*ck with you This ain't how its 'posed to be He walked in replacing me Tryna get these demons off my back my past was chasing me Tell em get away from me I wish I never told you all these fucking lies wish I did what I was supposed to I wish I never wasted all this fuckin time girl I wish I woulda told you Now you sit here with this pain up in your eyes girl You know that I never meant to hurt you I'm regretting all this pain and all these times That you cried over things we coulda worked through