Guilt

If I could run away I'd never stop It's a race, yeah If I could run away I'd never stop, hey If I could run away I'd never stop What happened to the times? it's a race against the clock If I could run away I'd never stop What happened to my mind? I'm confined inside a box I'm so sorry for the way that I acted In fact, I am way more embarrassed than that you fell in love I turned my back I lost control, going back to who I used to be You think I'd be okay since this pain is nothing new to me I wish it was that simple wish it was that easy I wish I never broke your trust I understand you can't believe me, but A million sorry's couldn't take it back And my actions never showed hope one day I could erase the fact What hurts the most is all the memories we'd share All I do is overthink them so I drink till I don't care I try to play it cool like I'm okay but it's not possible I think before I step cause you lead us through every obstacle My heart is racing arms are shaking I just can't believe it Our future vision now is distant I can hardly see it Always said things out of anger maybe old pain that I've felt Would cause me so much hatred now I'm paying for myself, I need help If I could run away I'd never stop What happened to the times? it's a race against the clock If I could run away I'd never stop What happened to my mind? I'm confined inside a box Yeah I never did deserve you if you wanna know the truth Regardless where my heart is broken it is all with you I can't move on and have you gone it's like I'm stuck in place Forever in my mind the end of time before you fade away I can't forget your face Or the tears that you were shedding when I said we ain't okay Baby please I know it's over but we never got the closure I'm broken feel your fucking head still resting on shoulder You only deserve the best and that just wasn't me I know you tried so hard but in the end I only felt like company You know how much this music means to me I have to chase this thing and it's not worth it what it seems to me I hope I'm dreaming, I threw away what really matters If I ever am successful I won't get to see you after What's the point of it? When in my nightmares I still call for you The pill I had to swallows fucking stuck and it was all for you If I could run away I'd never stop What happened to the times? it's a race against the clock If I could run away I'd never stop What happened to my mind? I'm confined inside this box