Ring Around

Could never hide behind someone I’m not I press the line I’m taking shots Reminded that I’m broken every time I have a thought Would rather give my heart instead of taking time to watch it rot I thought love was something I forgot Broken soul and all the drugs don’t make it stop Diving in no going back Realized I would never win if I kept fighting with my past Don’t give a f*ck about opinions they got no name I’m only sleeping when inside my dream I’m okay Soul searching got the best of me But the second I quit stressing I must’ve found the fucking recipe Give my all till nothings left of me Don’t know if I believe in god or what’s been sent to me It’s not an issue I just never think religiously How can I leave my fate to someone else when it’s effecting me? I’m living quiet finding peace Always in my mind been make believe Some words my mother said just stay with me Like no matter what the devils always chasing me Not satisfied with my place, I’m trapped inside of my space I’m losing sight of my ways, can’t recognize my own face I wonder if I’m deranged, the way I’m treated is strange Is it what the doctor say or the chemicals in my brain? Can’t run away I’m making friends with my demons If I step up to the plate coach you’ll need a new team in I just can’t let them bring me down If you’re a thorn in my side Rosie then we can ring around