CRIMSON

I feel I feel I feel I feel I feel Yeah I think I think too much Sometimes I feel like I aint did enough And when I'm down I feel like giving up Lord won't you save my soul, I need a crutch I need ya I need ya girl I need ya touch need ya I need ya lord I need a crutch I need ya I need ya girl I need ya touch I need ya I need ya lord I girl I need ya touch but lord I need to clutch Im griping on steel Anything that walks can kill Ion feel safe if ion conceal They be acting like my movements is a big deal But y'all don't really know what's real Y'all don't know how I feel Why I steal How my family can't make bills Why my brother takin pills for real Really I feel like y'all don't love me Smile in my face but really you think I'm ugly You judge me You judge me Maybe I fear emotions I won't allowed to feel so why be open I'm lacking empathy I know it's noticed But I don't mean to be an asshole I'm really understanding, I just- I'm just raised to be a soldier A broken soul that never knew a sense of closure I open doors in hopes they bring me closer To the nigga that I once was Before the broken hearts and taking those drugs I try to give the most love But how could I give what I never had They say its just sentiments of the past But I never had anything that ever last Maybe I'm just bad at getting too close to others That's why I can't tell her I love her That's why I can't tell her I love her I feel I feel I feel