Love and Hate

There's a fine line between love and hate, and I don't know what I'm feeling There's a timeline of better days, but somehow I keep grieving What happened to all we've been through? I hate your guts, but I... I still miss you I lay alone in my bed, I'm seeing oceans of red Your words I cannot forget. I think I'm better off dead Manipulated, I know. I let your lips take control They filled my head with my faults. And now you're finally gone I bleed red just like everyone else So when you stab me in the heart, know it hurts like hell At least for now, pretend like you give a bit of a f*ck I'm down on my knees just like I'm down on my luck I'm begging you: "Please forgive me, babe" Am I not enough? You turn away from me Put your fucking shoulders up This shit ain't healthy, there's no way around it But the times an addict comes back is fucking astounding I thought we had chemistry, but there's no explaining this shit I thought I should let it be. If there's fire, don't play with it I tried to empathize, but your shoes don't fit I tried to realize, but I just don't get it What the f*ck is your problem and what the f*ck have you done to me? I hate your words, but your face is so flustering Why do I want you back or love you at all? It's a mystery You enslaved me the first time you kissed me There's a fine line between love and hate, and I don't know what I'm feeling There's a timeline of better days, but somehow I keep grieving What happened to all we've been through? I hate your guts, but I... I still miss you I lay alone in my bed, I'm seeing oceans of red Your words I cannot forget. I think I'm better off dead Manipulated, I know. I let your lips take control They filled my head with my faults. And now you're finally gone With love on lease, at least I see a sea hope for me But when reality sets in... Defeat will creep inside the sheets between you and me It's the bed I get in... I'm bringing the love and the thunder Feel like the prey, not a hunter Your pretty divinity take me to places And carry my heart like it's lumber But like jacks, you can cut me to pieces Take em, spread em Shake em, shred em So I got nothing to believe in Leave in the thoughts in my head Across the bed, eyes so bland I thought you was dead And I can pretend that you never fucked with me Just like I was lead to think you was in love with me But now you fancy, "baby, fan me" Now I'm cramming all you're damn words Down you're throat Like it's candy Hope you choke, bitch, cause I'm broken And it's your fault Cope with all your cloques, bitch Now you broke, bitch There's a fine line between love and hate, and I don't know what I'm feeling There's a timeline of better days, but somehow I keep grieving What happened to all we've been through? I hate your guts, but I... I still miss you I lay alone in my bed, I'm seeing oceans of red Your words I cannot forget. I think I'm better off dead Manipulated, I know. I let your lips take control They filled my head with my faults. And now you're finally gone