Recently

Going to the park and I would see the little trees Trip over a rock And my scratch would feel the breeze Then I wake up in my bed It's 1am and I can't breathe Listening to music that I grew to like Hanging with my friends On a saturday night Then I come back to reality And realize that I need sleep I just wanna go back To where I used to be excited To walk out my front door Having a heart attack This anxious feeling of change Has me shaken to my core These memories in my head flutter in and out of light Gonna need some glasses Cause my tears just took my sight I'm tryin, oh I'm tryin Should've stopped my thoughts when I had the chance They'd turn against me When I didn't have a plan I was tryin, believe me I'm still tryin I just wanna go back To where I used to be excited To walk out my front door Having a heart attack This anxious feeling of change Has me shaken to my core Knocking on the window and nobodies home I'm sorry I'm acting this way I just feel alone I look at others around me and They don't feel a thing I wish it was that easy But that's not me I wish it was that easy But that's not me I just wanna go back To where I used to be excited To walk out my front door Having a heart attack This anxious feeling of change Has me shaken to my core I wish it was that easy But that's not me I wish it was that easy But that's not me I wish it was that easy But that's not me