bad decisions

I've made some bad decisions But I cant stop now it's addictive I took the needle out now I'm itching Left the spoon laid out in the kitchen All the days feel the same since you left me Ripped my heart out, theft in the third degree Got me down on my knees I'm Begging please just set me free Now just let me go (let me go, so now) You decide Is this our last ride Won't make it through the night Is this it God I tried To keep you close to me Was that so hard to see Is this it I've made some bad decisions Confessions due you're my new religion I gave my all to you, you let me fall Fall I was told to fight for what you love so it won't leave you in the dark That's not what I deserve Weaponize my words, use them against me when I least expect That's the love I deserve You decide Is this our last ride Won't make it through the night Is this it God I tried To keep you close to me Was that so hard to see Is this it I was told to fight for what you love So it won't leave you in the dark That's not what I deserve Weaponize my words, use them against me when I least expect That's the love I deserve You can lie straight to my face I love you I won't go away That's the love I deserve Weaponize my words, use them against me baby do your worst That's the love I deserve You can lie straight to my face I love you I won't go away That's the love I deserve