Braille

Mama asked me if I'm biting my nails again I put my hand in my pocket and I told her I would go my own speed I had control for a second but that ship sailed again How could I know what to do about college I don't even know me I dedicate this to me and myself Every time I run and hide I call it being myself If I slap my hand every time I mess up I don't want to be a burden to anyone else I don't wanna be an old book on anyone's shelf You can read it front to back and still hate it, oh well Go tell somebody Ka'i's checking out the hotel Turn the power off yeah it's time to shut it all down Can't turn the lights on, can't see anything at all (hands out) Nothing to write on, there's no-one here that I can call (man down) Making a blueprint to find my way around this hall I won't need to use it I'm putting braille on all my walls These days I'm a little more revealing I wanna see if I can feel it I wanna know how far I can go 'fore I lose mind myself tryna cover and conceal it I'm stressed out all the time, my leg bounces to beat of my songs I'm left out, all my friends don't text how they really talk when I'm gone I'm just curious I'm just curious, what do y'all say about me 'Cause I been hearing this little rumor, but not whenever you're around me Little chuckles in the hallway surround me Chucking more rocks off the roof, stopped counting Make another song, toss it out, start frowning Samples are the only thing I'm flipping, I'm drowning Can't turn the lights on, can't see anything at all (hands out) Nothing to write on, there's no-one here that I can call (man down) Making a blueprint to find my way around this hall I won't need to use it I'm putting braille on all my walls I wanna rip my face off I wanna rip my face off I wanna rip my face off I wanna rip my face off I wanna rip my face off (I wanna rip my face off) I wanna rip my face off (I wanna rip my face off) I wanna rip my face off (I wanna rip my face off) I wanna rip my face off (I wanna rip my face off) Can't turn the lights on, can't see anything at all (I wanna rip my face off) Nothing to write on, there's no-one here that I can call (I wanna rip my face off) Making a blueprint to find my way around this hall (I wanna rip my face off) I won't need to use it I'm putting braille on all my walls (I wanna rip my face off) Can't turn the lights on, can't see anything at all Nothing to write on, there's no-one here that I can call Making a blueprint to find my way around this hall I won't need to use it I'm putting braille on all my walls Can't turn the lights on, can't see anything at all (hands out) Nothing to write on, there's no-one here that I can call (man down) Making a blueprint to find my way around this hall (way around this hall) I won't need to use it I'm putting braille on all my walls