Walking Relapse

I don't wanna get outta bed today I said the same thing yesterday I don't wanna get outta bed today, at all Woke up once again with a damn headache My body needs a coffee break Blame it on my mind, but I guess they share the shame My clothes don't fit But I won't admit it I drink so I don't have to think about it My therapy isn't helping me But I can't stop this I'm a walking relapse I don't know if I'm gonna sleep tonight This fire burns inside my mind I don't know if I'm gonna sleep tonight, at all Kitchen counter full of fairy dust I've never been able to trust Then again, I'm the one who loves to tell a lie My clothes don't fit But I won't admit it I drink so I don't have to think about it My therapy isn't helping me But I can't stop this I'm a walking relapse I don't know if I'm gonna eat today I always have a stomach ache I don't know if I'm gonna eat today, at all People say that I've been gaining weight I used to be in perfect shape I don't know if I'm gonna eat today, at all My clothes don't fit But I won't admit it I drink so I don't have to think about it My therapy isn't helping me But I can't stop this I'm a walking relapse I'd do anything under the Sun On just the off chance I'd have some fun I got these tattoos when I was young I like the pain but only when it's my choice