Dreamin'

It should've been part of my scheming Fighting off all of your demons Giving you more to believe in I'm dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming Dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming Imperfections That's all I find when I'm self reflecting I look myself in the eyes in the mirror just to check in Saying hold on keep strong keep going with all your questions It won't be too long before you draw the right connections Between those thoughts in my mind that leave me restless And all those times that you were reckless Left me hurt and breathless Put my heart in the dirt just to step in I'm stressing to find the right perspective Cause if I did these things that I regretted then I would've said this I'm sorry It's not that hard to text or call me Oh what about me Oh what about me And what about you Do you regret the things you do Or is it fine because I hurt you too Am I blind to all those times that you came through Oh what about you Oh what about you And what about us What about trust What about love What about love It should've been part of my scheming Fighting off all of your demons Giving you more to believe in I'm dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming Dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming It should've been part of the goal To follow the yellow brick road Letting you know there's no place like home Dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming Dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming And you don't even care when I call you beautiful You just stare and act all usual I'm trynna make you smile like I used to do Hand full of flowers used to have you drowning in love, need a scuba suit Now it's like I gotta prove to you That our love will come back around like a hula hoop And you said we should still text and I could've sworn that we would've continued to But you were just out of my league and I couldn't contend with you Even though we were hugging and touching and loving just like these fake couples pretend to do And how come you couldn't see it should've been me and not him with you I'm not jocking all his style he's kinda cool All the ladies say he's kinda cute I just hope he's ready to ride for you Cause girl you know I had a ride for two And baby You've been on my mind an awful lot lately And yeah it's driving me crazy I told your best friend too I hope you don't hate me You know that I told her and not you But you never told her how you felt so she don't even know the truth She just knows that I noticed you And to that there's no dispute It should've been part of my scheming Fighting off all of your demons Giving you more to believe in I'm dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming Dreaming I'm dreaming I'm dreaming