Level 1

There are three levels of pain Heartbreak, loneliness Healing and reflection You must go through every level in order to obtain pure happiness Level one, heartbreak It's funny how you say that you've changed But if you look in the mirror you'll see that you look the same Guess it's all part of your game But you're playin' the wrong level insert coin to play again Swimming but you're pullin' like a tide feel like I am Billie Eilish drowning in those ocean eyes And I know I'm the bad guy Wear my shirt inside out just to show how I'm feelin inside My heart is loose in stitches for the whole world to see And with every needle stickin' through it slowly starts to bleed I'm sad and happy at the same time Hate it when they see me walkin' in the spotlight In the dark walkin' around when there's no light Pills won't numb the pain it's gon' make it hard to fight And trust me I've walked and tripped over all your pain Feel nothin's workin like nothin's gonna change But I promise it will all just dissipate It will fall on you like its some acid rain I've been tryin to believe And I feel like I'm more alone when I'm part of a damn team