Davis Nights (Want It So Bad)

In your hatchback, with my hands in my hair You're facing the other way In my cul-de-sac, where you said you're indifferent But I couldn't let you fade away From where I sat I could see me move to Berkeley Guess you're moving out alone in May So talk shit to my best friend Block my cell, treat me like a heathen But didn't you want it so bad Davis nights, candlelight, everything Damn, what a good thing that we had Let it go, hit the road, what a shame We had the world 'tween our palms as you held my hand But didn't you want it so bad Looking back, ain't it so sad Oh what a bummer, tall tale from the suburbs A couple of lovers, now when they see each other It's duck and cover I never meant to see you like you did with me Maybe my energy don't match your entropy, overheating in these fucking sheets Throw em off, hobbling up to the faucet and hop in the shower, it's almost three Texting my rebound I love her, I see how I deal out my logic for fleeting needs Stacking regrets from the former me Like how'd I let you let me hurt this much How'd I kill my standards held up in us, goddamn But didn't I make you feel glad Fought your fights, by your side anywhere I gave you everything that I had You let it go, hit the road, what a shame What a shame, I heard everything you said And it sucks cuz from day one I tried my best From the fireworks at State Park To laying your bed in Davis What a place; it's a burden to forget Holding hands in the rain, almost fell on the cement And the streetlights lit your face, Your smile's engraved in my head Did you mean it when you said you resent me But didn't you want it so bad Davis nights, candlelight, everything Damn, what a good thing that we had Let it go, hit the road, what a shame We had the world 'tween our palms as you held my hand But didn't you want it so bad Looking back, ain't it so sad Yeah, looking back, ain't it so sad