Skipping Beats

Lately I've been wondering Why you haven't been calling I've been caught up in my own shit But you aren't even listening It's been a whole lot of trouble To contact your number I wonder if it's worth it Cause you don't even want it Tell me what you want cause I'm lost And I wanna know where you stand You've been gone for so long but somehow you're still caught up in my head And I know that you're not gonna come back I've learned to understand But I need you to know, ohh I think about you all the time And you're stuck inside my head And I need you to realize I've been holding my breath I've lost you a couple times And I'm not just gonna quit My heart is skipping beats at night But you're worth the risk But you're worth the risk I can't stop wondering How you've been doing I wish you would've held on Maybe we could fix this I've been trying so hard To get your forgiveness But you won't even listen It's kinda hard to mend this Tell me what you want cause I'm lost And I wanna know where you stand You've been gone for so long but somehow you're still caught up in my head And I know that you're not gonna come back I've learned to understand But I need you to know, ohh I think about you all the time And you're stuck inside my head And I need you to realize I've been holding my breath I've lost you a couple times And I'm not just gonna quit My heart is skipping beats at night But you're worth the risk But you're worth the risk