nÜStranger.

Never wanna be a bad soul When the world get colder, I gotta let go Building my self, I resemble a new stranger All my changes, gotta let show Don't wanna be a good friend, no more Birthdays the only days that I feel loved Tired of acting like I'm not a cynic I gave up my prayers for forces above Tired of justifying my M.O Simply to be crucified for my emotions Tyrants and Trojans, tampering my motions I'm on my own now, hold to that notion Sobriety, similarly I'm uncivil and sickened by society But more by myself, for letting you step on me Subtle in suffering, so quietly Mind of a soldier, heart of a dog Finding my road, in spite of the fog Spite in veins, still I remain Silent and tamed Skillfully playing And though you may see walking right beside you Know that subconsciously I am not there Tell me your stories, fooled by my smile Yet deep in my soul, I no longer care I never even wanna be the kid that's alone in my room, man But f*ck it, I'm mad at you all We all got a sad come-up But I'm still gonna one up all my people, be damned if I fall Ghost in my shell, and a shell of my former I'm formally telling everybody off And f*ck all offended, I been on defensive I fend for myself, I'll never take a loss