Till Frustrated

Don't shed a tear Can't be somebody else The few of us have seen The things that trapped our minds Waiting for my time to come I've been waiting for my life Feelings do mess with my head Memory frustrates me again Tempted by the vision Changing into addiction (I've been dealing with my impatience) Tempted by the fiction The change in position (All this time I can't see the difference) Trust, lost, take some of it Back to the same old ways I've been doing this for times I tried to spin down Now I focus on the mind At one and another (I know it) Get it together then smile I tried to give up(I know) I just deny Keep telling lies about Myself and lost I got frustrated on my mind I might fall down, I might fall I got frustrated on my mind And I saw myself in the same mind cell Looking back at the time I got nothing else Been through all these days I still want something else Running away from all I've been cheating myself Taking all these pain I just want nothing else It may take some time But I focus on mind At one and another (I know it) Get it together then smile I might've been wrong(I know) I just deny Keep telling lies about Myself and lost I got frustrated on my mind I might fall down, I might fall I got frustrated on my mind And I saw myself in the same mind cell