Attachment Issues

Mhmm, Smoking this blunt while I write how i feel right now Thought I was over you but I just shed a tear now Wanna be close to you but you are no where near right now Gotta move own with my life That's what I fear right now Scared I won't find nobody else that's gone hold me down But you couldn't even treat me right So what i'm saying right now? I had some issues with attachments Soon as a nigga showed me interest had to bag it Probably 'cause i ain't feel no love from my daddy I don't like to talk about my childhood it's too tragic But i feel that's why we connected deeper feelings Trauma bonding man we both needed healing I don't know if i loved you but it felt different Felt like we was soulmates from the beginning Was it me? was it you? With my feelings did i play that shit too cool? But too many times made me feel like a fool My mind don't know why my heart still want f*ck with you This how I feel now I just need you near right F*ck that I need you here right now Smoking this blunt while I write how i feel right now Thought I was over you but I just shed a tear now Wanna be close to you but you are no where near right now Gotta move own with my life That's what I fear right now Scared I won't find nobody else that's gone hold me down But you couldn't even treat me right So what i'm saying right now? What i'm saying i thought you was perfect Even with your flaws I knew that you was worth it Even on your bad days i knew you was hurting But you never let me in and that shit hurt me 'Cause i can't understand what i don't know All that fussing and yelling thru the phone You not the same nigga i just don't know But i still just wanted to help you grow Mhmm, i be feeling stupid Over you my mind I fucking lose it You even made me believe in cupid Mhmmm Hmmm, This how I feel now I just need you near right F*ck that I need you here right now Smoking this blunt while I write how i feel right now Thought I was over you but I just shed a tear now Wanna be close to you but you are no where near right now Gotta move own with my life That's what I fear right now Scared I won't find nobody else that's gone hold me down But you couldn't even treat me right So what i'm saying right now? What i'm saying i thought you was perfect Even with your flaws I knew that you was worth it Even on your bad days i knew you was hurting But you never let me in and that shit hurt me