Defibrillator

Okay .. okay ..okay. Okay okay okay. Okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay Ohh My baby my little defibrillator if you do leave a resuscitating My heart will be freezing and barely beating and you'll be alone and bereavement grieving I hang by a thread she's still attached, her patience with me is thin as a needle All of the problems we bobbing weaving catching up to us we still speeding If i tell my truth then you'll feel attacked I told you some things the surface was barely scratched I don't think you're prepared for that Your heart is scarred and scolded already, we should just slow up the motion Don't wanna cause more hurt If we call it quits then it's probably safer a questionable truth i ain't wanna say it But if you do leave then it's back to playa The mac is back again he's back again Who am i kidding i'll be alone Henny in hand i'll be getting throwed Faded faded faded In the club but i'm out the zone still feel alone when i'm not alone All these women is over the dark the light some white or whatever drug that they be on Begging me to take them home I'm still checking to see if you texted my phone Its been so damn long ah A fifth of the bottle gone I'm still feeling sober Pour some more Drowning my woes I still see the shore but This current been fighting me pushing me back soon as i think i'm closer Tell i ran into you end up i'm rocking your boat ahhh Now when we single we float If i could just pull it together and love you like how i'm supposed to We can see calm seas and kick our feet up to the breeze but If i don't we tipping over My baby my little defibrillator If you do leave you're resuscitating My heart will be freezing and barely beating And you'll be alone in bereavement grieving I hang by a thread she's still attached Her patience with me is thin as a needle All of the the problems we bob and weaving Catching up to us we still speeding If i tell my truth then you'll feel attacked I told you some things the surface was barely Scratched i don't think you're prepared for that Your heart is scarred and scolded already We should just slow up the motion Don't wanna cause more hurt I done phased out of fucking hoes suffering solitude all i know Even though i have a few on call Time alone will give me time to grow A better perspective from self-reflection You still owe respect in retrospective I still piped you up while in deep depression My baby my little defibrillator But the mack is back again Hes back again