Vertigo

I spend my days stuck in a corner I put myself through torture Couldn't be more disordered Unsorted, afforded this— barely It's all my fault It's all my fall I pick a wall And cling to it I see you fall And I can't help it I can't save you now Watch myself drown I can't figure it out Since I can't be the one you wanted I tried to not confront it You left me feeling nothing But nauseous I'm haunting this lately Since I can't be the one you wanted This pit inside my stomach I gave all that you wanted I'm nauseous for haunting this daily