still alive

I cannot stand the silence My head get too fucking violent Introverted I stay quiet Need more pills to calm this Riot On the real the ketamine stop me from dying I'm so hurt up on the inside, but I know you've heard that a thousand times Crushing crystals be my lifeline, can't smoke dope it fucks with my mind Baby we got a connection like WiFi It's a miracle that I'm still alive I've got experiments to run, and there's research to be done on the people who are still alive And believe me I am still alive, I'm doing science and I'm still alive I feel fantastic and I'm still alive! And while you're dying I'll be still alive Still Alive Still Alive Look at me still talking when there's crying to do Yeah they look at me like hydra boy I'm G.L.a.D I'm not you Need my AAAPowerline and everything will be cool Say you wanna exit life, girl me too I don't think I've felt pure serotonin since preschool You understand me? I feel like a fucking tool I ask myself everyday what's wrong with me? For some reason, everyday the devil wanna torment me F*ck my phone, f*ck looking at my social feed I can't explain why the f*ck it's so damaging I don't get why the f*ck it doesn't bother you Maybe this shit was fun back in high school I've got experiments to run, and there's research to be done on the people who are still alive And believe me I am still alive, I'm doing science and I'm still alive I feel fantastic and I'm still alive! And while you're dying I'll be still alive Still Alive Still Alive WellFed