Wondering How

It's not easy seeing you happy without me But it's for the best or so I tell myself Maybe one day I'll have what you have But it's not that easy for me I'm wondering how to fight the feelings to save you It's time to move on no matter how hard it hurts to See you smiling with her While I'm at my worst alone again I look outside and all I see is rain even on the brightest day This is all I have and it's hard to say I'm wondering how to fight the feelings to save you It's time to move on no matter how hard it hurts to See you smiling with her While I'm at my worst alone again Maybe one day I will see the sun again But for now I'll forget the pain I've figured out how to fight the feelings to save you I've learned to move on even though it hurt to See you smiling with her But I'm not at my worst Anymore