Who I've Become

I think you'll hate who i've become All this time in solitude Don't remember what it's like What it's like to be next to you Am I who you remember of someone different There's so many things i wish i could mention Tomorrows the same as today Sun will come up and your still far away Somehow things have gone From distant to nothing at all Who are you and why do i not recognize, recognize You wrote your name in the sand but the ocean babe it doesnt understand And i cannot pretend like it wasn't there, wasn't there Your silhouette follows me A shadow of your company I miss you make me memorize Nothing that i have is mine Nothing that i had was mine Cause when i close my eyes The things i've seen come rushing back before me What do you see when you think of me A pendulum of rising tides A fever dream that felt so right I'm holding on for the time To tell you who I am Somehow things have gone away And what can I say about it now Bout it now Other than i wish you'd know Who i am and where i plan to go, to go Cause you wrote your name in the stars and there's nothing i can do to stop This message turns to wreckage I'm calling out i'm calling out to you