cardiac-maniac (feat. snowinfinity)

Funny that the ones close to you, who mean the most to you, went off and ghosted you Oh wait, it's not that funny, memories fading, she called you honey-bee Even though its not that sweet, just like love it stings, eventually Wounds heal, you'll feel again, before a new beginning must be an end Emergency operation, Doc, this patient's patiently waiting Suffocating under the weight of heart break, thinking of her makes his heart race I don't need a transplant, my heart's fine- Sir, but you can't stand, lay down- Fine But one condition, if you don't mind, can you wipe my memories of her and I This is one of those things I still think about, drink about, get pink about Sometimes I feel I'm on the brink without, and now I can't even blink without Seeing her eyes when mine are closed, six years since my heart had froze I'd do anything to tell her but I'm positive she already knows. A risky procedure to no longer need her Completely undone, when I took my heart out the freezer Are you sure you want to do this sir, your progress will be lost I've been lost for far too long, I need it back at any cost This progress you speak of has been halted by the cold Okay but the memories you seek will always haunt you till you're old Wounds heal, but scars remain, reminders of resurfaced pain To find her is a worthless game but a game I'm playing all the same F*ck it, rip my heart out, get it over with, I'll be better without, I'm through with this, get a fresh start, it's my only wish All pain I endured, memories I interred, I wish that we never were, the operation is worth it Okay we're putting you under, just like a short slumber, Doc, it looks like he's asleep, what made him do this I wonder Alright let's open him up, can you pass me the scalpel I need to make this cut It's six years since, I dreamt, you pinched, and watched you tear apart our fantasy Take my heart away from me Doctor, doctor, there's been complications Man your stations, no more conversations Patience, patience, apply applications Maneuver the blade without cuts or abrasions What have you done to me I can't feel anything at all The deafening ringing inside of my being The phantom heart singing the aching it's bringing This echoing atrium empty at last But the sound of the silence is growing so fast Hollow shell of a chamber contains no remainder And now I'm in danger of falling into feeling again