Tug O' War (feat. Raw - B)

I want what you want but don't want what you got It's tearing at my inner core I'm facing the odds am I fighting with God It's feeling like a tug o war I want what you want but don't want what you got It's tearing at my inner core I'm facing the odds am I fighting with God Or am I in a tug o war Mind soul and spirit at war with my spirits I blame on your name yet at the same time revere it I know you have a way but I'm afraid to get near it Cause it might change the way they relay all my lyrics My mind speaks to itself my soul it seeks your help My spirit follows God but that's been sitting on the shelf I cannot bear it all i'm admitting all my faults I'm permitting all my falls with my back against the walls I get back up and move on I stand on the rock I'm not strong I battle my thoughts and demons I trust my God for freedom No matter what I face I know I can't lose my way If I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take yeah I pray for better days so I don't fall into my ways I feel I'm in a daze wishing for some happy days I fall into the craze of fending for my ways But I know you guide my way and I know you keep me safe I want what you want but don't want what you got It's tearing at my inner core I'm facing the odds am I fighting with God It's feeling like a tug o war I want what you want but don't want what you got It's tearing at my inner core I'm facing the odds am I fighting with God Or am I in a tug o war I feel like I'm in a tug of war Want you what you want but you want it more I'm tryna walk through the open doors But I got weights on me pulling to the floor Looking at my past like where was you at? Cryin myself to sleep getting attacked Who woulda thought that I'd get this bad Sometimes I just wanna just talk to my dad But I cannot so I'm callin on you I'm tryna to do what you called me to do I'm tryna move when you want me to move I had some friends that you had to remove But it's all good cuz I ain't even trippin on it Yeah it hurt at first but I knew it was toxic Women strippin sippin tippin every topic Yeah I barely listened but I kept on noddin Thank God that's all in the past tho Rap bout yield that cash flow I don't even do it for that though I really gotta bring back souls There's been a mission assigned to your boy Infiltrate industries using my voice It isn't easy to get through the noise But I am soldier it's time to deploy I pray for better days so I don't fall into my ways I feel I'm in a daze wishing for some happy days I fall into the craze of fending for my ways But I know you guide my way and I know you keep me safe I want what you want but don't want what you got It's tearing at my inner core I'm facing the odds am I fighting with God It's feeling like a tug o war I want what you want but don't want what you got It's tearing at my inner core I'm facing the odds am I fighting with God Or am I in a tug o war Am I in a tug o war Am I in a tug o war Am I in a tug o war I think i'm in a tug o war