Mars Arise

Why do I walk through this life without aim? And why don't I find any name I can blame? It's the same for ages, this game's without changes I need hate to enrage and a face to raze Oh f*ck, I want all this to end I didn't mean what I said but words are cement I cannot comprehend and again and again My doings depend not on what I intend I lied to you and I said the truth But when you were gone I did not see what's become And what needs to be done, feel so numb Like a lake in the rain, full of fakes and mistakes I need to awake, I need to awake Contradiction on my way With every step I accept I stray further off the right path There is no end, go further down the nest So on this day I realize That profane ways are out of sight I summon demons, summon gods To me it makes no odds I'm at war and the war is with me With my pain with my hate and with all I create And at war with the war within me I define my identity as the enemy I'm at war and the war is with me With my life, with my strife, with the fight I fight That's why I exorcise Mars arise, Mars arise, Mars arise I take, I take, all I can take The stuff corrodes me like swallowing blades I need the bleeding I hurt and I want more, I hurt and I want more I'm at war and the war is with me With my pain with my hate and with all I create And at war with the war within me I define my identity as the enemy I'm at war and the war is with me With my life, with my strife, with the fight I fight That's why I exorcise Mars arise, Mars arise, Mars arise Mars, Arise I call you to war To war to break this mind And to grind it blind Limits are undefined No cure in sight for this caustic disease No relief, I forever forsake peace