KMP (feat. SBE Pimp)

Why am I so lost? So gone I am so broken Numbin' my whole heart What's wrong? Is dat a question? Really ain't been feelin' myself I've been sittin' here just tryna ask for sum help, I mean No one wants a dead cactus Even if you give me love, I'll still want my ex (Want my ex) I just can't fight that shit She gripped my whole heart Carries that bitch in her hand Even if she gotta man I'm always in her head Say BOOM bitch (Ahhh you could end up dead) Retracin' the steps in my head Either way I'm fuckin' goin', Ima kill myself I don't really got no plans Livin' life till my death Like $uicideboy$ I'm fucking worthless (Fucking worthless) Uh, put that gun to my head If you pull that damn trigger You'll get my heart instead Blood spillin' outta me Darkness is what I bleed Baby, if you look in my eyes then you'll see Why am I so lost? So gone I am so broken Numbin' my whole heart (Look, what) What's wrong? (Look) Is dat a question? Look deep my eyes, see thru my disguise You were my Miss Right told me millions of lies The truth be exposed, till one of us dies, uh (Keep in mind, I done learn all my lessons) Is life a mess, or is it a test? For figuring out whose the worst or the best Why you so obsessed? You wouldn't confess And every little thing I'm doing now makes you upset, bitch I feel blessed (but you know what your missing) That's gunna be another harder pill to swallow Broke my heart, why I let you borrow Do what I believe is right and you could follow (Follow me leading you to El Dorado) I had a different perspective on death When I tried to commit But then that brought me closer in touch with the deathly hollows