Bliss

My arm is opened up I'm on anaesthetics Always on my phone it's like it's magnetic What my dad would do this is not genetic Stuck inside my room now I do regret it Now all I do is sit and start to panic Losing all my focus never felt so manic And now I know it don't think I can stand it Needing an excuse how can I demand it Taking a break because it takes away the stress Now I'm freaking out feeling like a mess Thought it would be great thought I'd get a rest Now I feel the worst this cast I detest Sit inside my bed all day wait for her to come Before her I'm on T3 got me feeling numb Comes right up to me and I don't need them When she has to go I think I need one I'm tryna find my strength I'm relying on the pills Now I'm out of work can't spend the dollar bills Lying down all day doesn't give me any thrill Wish I could get up but I gotta sit still Getting too tired I got all the time to sleep Better get some rest before I start to weep I would if I could I want to drive the jeep Now that I can't I'm writing on the beat I know it's in my head but the game is getting tough Should I go to bed cause today was too rough I say that I'm okay but she can call my bluff It's only been a week now I've had enough Thinking what I could do who could I be with I'm fine without school but she's who I miss Every single second I start to hate this But when we reunite it starts to feel bliss Yeah so basically I broke my arm late September doing some pretty dumb stuff I'm sure you'll find out one way or another how I did it But I didn't do anything for 6 to 8 weeks I didn't skateboard basically just stayed in my room and uh This is what I did I worked on music I made Butterflies EP and uh This is This is the project I'm most proud of so far So yeah And if you ever get the chance to see me in public Look at my left arm and see the six inch scar That's from the surgery Peace