Hospital Bed

I sent a text you read it And you aint reply Took my heart out my chest And put it underground Swear when that shit happened I felt like I was burried alive Because my heart is the Only thing a nigga got The only way to dig it up Is with your love Is that something I can borrow Or have Broke my heart now I'm in a hospital bed Getting surgery I never forgot All those words you said that shit hurt me I gave you everything But it always has to end But we was juss beginning A piece of me is missing I aint have no soap So I had to wash up With dish detergent And sometimes the Water would go out So I was kinda dirty So I went to my tee tee crib It's a fucked up world we live in I was never spoon fed Or privileged I was never spoon fed Or privileged Everything we wanted We had to go get it I sent a text you read it And you aint reply Took my heart out my chest And put it underground Swear when that shit happened I felt like I was burried alive Because my heart is the Only thing a nigga got The only way to dig it up Is with your love Is that something I can borrow Or have Now I got kawhi guarding My heart so they can't cross me I told my momma I'm ok My heart protected like allstate You sent me a text And said you was Tired and exhausted You said you was tired of living And you wanna stop it Soon as I seen that I hopped in my car And started driving I was always there for you I cared for you Even though I was Fucked up myself I gave you my all Even though I needed help But as a man I gotta stand tall So no one can tell Pray they never put Me in them bars And I don't see that cell Having a good relationship With god so when I die I don't go to hell Because I been going through hell All my life I can't do it again