Traumatic Thoughts

From a place full of love and hate All we want is better days So at night we pray Remember wearing H and M Now we in balmains Mike amiris I be talking to god Like can you hear me Do you feel me Or like why the f*ck do it seem Like the real fear me Or like why the f*ck the ones I think real be disappearing I been fight with depression So I been keeping my distance My life been on auto pilot Now it's time for me To start steering I told my momma I aint stopping till we get millions Baby dont talk to me I'm mentally healing Because life is not giving What it's giving And I am not dealing With these bitches I get fly I feel like a pigeon I look in your eyes I see something hidden Walking down a long road Mind on bankrolls Damn I hate stank hoes I'm like bro when the bank close Used to be bummy Wearing stained clothes I was lost aint know Which way to go Looked in your heart And seen a blank note Think about my next car I want a rang rove But my mind on hellcat But I was told All dogs go to heaven Wish I can rewind and play it back So I can stop myself From sending that message You so fine and I hate that Because I'm obsessed with you And I can't help it So lets slow it down Lets take one step at a time Dont bring your hoe around Before I turn your bitch into mine As long as I'm around Everything will be fine Lets tour the world Lay and watch the sky I just want to hold you close Thats really all She broke my heart I should've charged her But I aint see her love coming I couldn't dodge it She smart yeah she a scholar When I get rich I'll pay for you college It's dark we in a mazda Juss runing up the mileage Trying to get the farthest away From these demons As I'm driving we look Into each other's eyes Then we leaned in And aftter that night I realized That you mean it Because we really Could've fucking died Like that was crazy