Fear Of Affection

Laid it all out on the table, I'm feeling unstable, don't know if I'm able to Get the f*ck up again, after the shit I been put through, I'm losing like all of my friends Shit, we took a loss when he died that day, when he died that way Now I'm fucking insane, that's the only thing I gained Take a motherfucking pill again, but only if my demons win I don't wanna feel shit tonight, only time when I feel alive But you never fine, keep it a buck Everything inside is fucked Emotions that I keep tucked Gotta run the money up Fear of affection We in recession Public perception F*ck it with the weapons What you up for, what you down for Let me know If I put down the juice, will all my dreams come true The beast is out, I'm running for some miles The beast is out, running through the wild Ever since I been here, nothing has been more clear To me than my bro's, end of the show, the curtain close My life old, f*ck Now I'm all alone On the road, while my phone ringing at my empty home We been raging hard as f*ck Throwing up my fucking guts Sprinkling the angel dust, I know we'll be up until dusk I know this side cold, I don't even really know what's been happening Gimme a pole and I'll go get to clapping it, only engage with a bitch if she adamant Fear of affection We in recession Public perception F*ck it with the weapons What you up for, what you down for Let me know If I put down the juice, will all my dreams come true The beast is out, I'm running for some miles The beast is out, running through the wild The beast is out, I'm running for some miles The beast is out, running through the wild