Realisation/Delusions

At least there's a silver lining You didn't completely f*ck it up Delusions in my head And I realised the shit you said It was the death of me Can't fucking sleep And all the tears I shed It wasn't me, it was you, bitch Swear I was so clueless Girl, look what you've done I can't be one with the sun and I I've been alone for a long time And I reckon I'll be like this all life Drinking and smoking is all I know Why'd you leave me with land mines? Wanna scream all of this pain out I'm so fucking drained out We are not the same now I thought this was a fucking vow Head over heels for you Yung Gxat with no fucking crew Swear I lost my mind Not worth your time Or mine And I've been on the road now Thought this was a fucking vow Poison in my brain Fucking insane, oh Baby won't you stay? You're still on my mind Feels like a fucking crime From everything to nothing But I guess that's life, no Now I'm all alone and I Feel so fucking cold, oh my Delusions in my head And I realised the shit you said It was the death of me Can't fucking sleep And all the tears I shed It wasn't me, it was you, bitch Swear I was so clueless Girl, look what you've done I can't be one with the sun and I I've been alone for a long time And I reckon I'll be like this all life Drinking and smoking is all I know Why'd you leave me with land mines? Wanna scream all of this pain out I'm so fucking drained out We are not the same now I thought this was a fucking vow Head over heels for you Yung Gxat with no fucking crew Swear I lost my mind Not worth your time Or mine And I've been on the road now Thought this was a fucking vow Poison in my brain Fucking insane, oh Baby won't you stay? I've been alone for a long time And I reckon I'll be like this all life Drinking and smoking is all I know Why'd you leave me with land mines? Wanna scream all of this pain out I'm so fucking drained out We are not the same now I thought this was a fucking vow