Blueberries and Pain

It's so damn loud in my head No one is speaking Am I even breathing Will it ever be silent? And I just can’t seem to understand Why I don’t digest Always in some crisis Are we ever gonna be friends? Damn you got me fucking drained Drained from all this endless shame Shame you got up in my clothes Don’t you think it’s getting old? Think it's time to let you go Let you know I'm vulnerable And I am starving for way more Than Blueberries and pain Blueberries and pain Maybe I wanna confess That I think I solved this Cause I probably caused it Did I ever really see my own worth? I finally understand That I'm a survive this Comfort in crisis Do we ever think to be our own friends? Damn you got me fucking drained Drained from all this endless shame Shame you got up in my clothes Don’t you think it’s getting old? Think it's time to let you go Let you know I'm vulnerable And I am starving for way more Than Blueberries and pain Blueberries and pain